After reading this. . .
I think I truly am just completely and utterly burned out.
Burnout. 1. Chronic fatigue - exhaustion, tiredness, a sense of being physically run down
2. Anger at those making demands
3. Self-criticism for putting up with the demands
4. Cynicism, negativity, and irritability
5. A sense of being besieged
6. Exploding easily at seemingly inconsequential things
7. Frequent headaches and gastrointestinal disturbances
8. Weight loss or gain
9. Sleeplessness and depression
10. Shortness of breath
11. Suspiciousness
12. Feelings of helplessness
13. Increased degree of risk taking
This is a lot of me right now . . . almost word for word, This is definitely not a good thing. It's not just work, it's just life in general. I mean, I haven't felt like this in a long time. . . and definitely not this bad in a couple years.